ws rendra pun hadir

Sering kali aku berkata,
ketika orang memuji milikku,
bahwa sesungguhnya ini hanya titipan,
bahwa mobilku hanya titipan-Nya,
bahwa rumahku hanya titipan-Nya,
bahwa hartaku hanya titipan-Nya,
bahwa anakku hanya titipan-Nya,

tetapi,

mengapa aku tak pernah bertanya,
mengapa Dia menitipkannya padaku?
untuk apa Dia menitipkan ini padaku?
dan kalau bukan milikku,
apa yang harus kulakukan
untuk milik-Nya ini?

adakah aku memiliki hak atas
sesuatu yang bukan milikku?
mengapa hatiku justru terasa berat,
ketika titipan
itu diminta kembali oleh-Nya ?

Ketika diminta kembali,
kusebut itu sebagai musibah,
kusebut itu sebagai ujian,
kusebut itu sebagai petaka,
kusebut dengan panggilan apa saja
untuk melukiskan bahwa itu adalah “derita”.

ketika aku berdoa,
kuminta titipan yang cocok
dengan hawa nafsuku,
aku ingin lebih banyak harta,
ingin lebih banyak mobil,
lebih banyak rumah,
lebih banyak popularitas, dan kutolak sakit,
kutolak kemiskinan,

Seolah .

semua “derita” adalah hukuman bagiku.

Seolah .

keadilan dan kasih-Nya harus
berjalan seperti matematika

aku rajin beribadah,
maka selayaknyalah derita menjauh dariku,
dan Nikmat dunia kerap menghampiriku.
kuperlakukan Dia seolah mitra dagang,
dan bukan Kekasih.

kuminta Dia membalas “perlakuan baikku”,
dan menolak keputusan-Nya yang tak
sesuai keinginanku,

Gusti,
padahal tiap hari kuucapkan,
hidup dan matiku hanyalah untuk beribadah.
“ketika langit dan bumi bersatu,
bencana dan keberuntungan sama saja”

(WS Rendra)

like no other ... mom and dad

Fathers hold you when you have bad dreams
And they comfort you when all is lost it seems.
Fathers teach you to dribble a basketball and shoot a free throw
And they lead you as you grow.


Fathers wipe the tears of your broken heart
And they hold your hand when you don't know how to start.

Fathers carry you on their shoulders when you're too small to see
And they watch as you giggle when they bounce you on their knee.
Fathers extend their feet to you when they teach you how to dance
And they always give you a second chance.
Fathers wait in the wings while you start your own life
And they pray for a husband to make you a wife.
Fathers walk you down the aisle on your wedding day
But fathers never really give their little girls away. hiksssssssss,, i aint gonna feel like this ...................

A Fathers Love is in the Poem Written
To 'A Friend or Daughter,'
In the Special Words That Come Only From a Father...

A Fathers Love is Faith in His Family
High Hopes and Dreams, And Pleasure in Doing
'What Ever It Takes'...

Fathers…
Are faithfull, strong and true,
Providing for our needs;
They give us words of truth,
Imparting wisdom's seeds.

Fathers…
Are God's special people,
Showing His image true;
They love to hear the words,
Saying; 'Dad, I love you.”

For you my sweet angel I would die
I'd pick all the stars from the sky
And give them all just for you
To let you know how much I love you

My angel I'll love you thru all eternity
I would do anything for you sweetie
I wrote this poem from my heart
To let you know your my sweetheart

Please stay with me forever
Take my hand and lets be together
Lets fly up to the heavens above
And show everyone we are in love

The Mother That Loves
The Mother That Cares
The Mother That Helps
The Mother That Worries
The Mother That's With You Through It All
The Mother That Raised You To Be Who ANd What You Are
The Mother That Encourages You
The Mother That Works Hard For You
The Mother That Sacrifices
The Mother That Is Here Only For You
The Mother That Has Lived All These Years For You
The Mother That Is Surviving Only For You
The Mother That Is Here
The Mother That Is There, For, This Mother Is Everywhere
The Mother That Is Kind
The Mother That Is Warm-Hearted
The Mother That Is Super-Women
The Mother Of All Mother's...

Mother the biggest gift of Allah to us
Mother the candle burn herself to light our life
Mother the other name of kindness
Mother who hold us nine month and suffer
Mother who feed us from her blood and milk
Mother stays sleepless all the nights holding us
Mother teach us how to walk and talk
Mother guides us and secures us
Mother loves us from start to end
Mother is mother no one can take her place

This Is Dedecated To My Mother

always on my prayer

I know that my life is still a lot of shortcomings, the evidence ,,I still gasped when he criticized me about my clothes, but I pray unceasingly to what I wear, in fact there are still shortcomings..... hhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ... ....

Oh GOD ... guided slaves with what I wear ,, until I could not plunge into it,things that invite your wrath.

Once, when I was in high school, until the first half in this university, clothing is the most I preferred,

In the evening I was always busy about "what clothes I would wear in the next day" with a stylish, youth modern Muslim apparently somewhat distorted, which hangs to the knee skirt and jilbab decorated, hahaha…. so it can be said to be covering the body but it just cover my head, I realized of it ....

Rabbi forgive me….. where my heart always leads to more and more things that get me away from U

. When was the last time I realized that,what I had done,there is GOD, who are monitoring it from there, the earth which is I stand, and I just figure a way with the smug, I’m only the bad person, smiling with my chin that looked upward,

astagfirullahalaziim ...

And then he was coming, as an angel of god, always spoke to me directly, the style that made me not only able to become pretty bad in the eyes of GOD…

wake me up of the dark side of my life , open my eyes to realize, what important our life to be fixed and changed.

Makeup,do nothing, lazy, modernization, trendy ….. will only make me fool ,useless, the pleasures in this world will only drop me deeper and misled in terms of an uncertain,

Now .... Please. Carry me out of all useless thing.let me istqamah in living up to everything of my new colourfull life..

Keep me up from I used to be… for the sake of perfecting myself to achieve my real life ,rabbi ...

to Love you intact ... ... ... .. until the rest of my life . amin …

najdah

paling mutakhir ...

jaman skarang anak muda sudah gak jelas smua deh ,,,'
(termasuk ane kali')

padahal smuanya dah punya otak buat berpikir , berbuat dan bertingkah laku ehhh sama saja deh kayaknya ... entahlah ...
saat terakhir kali melihat hatiku miris skali ,,, mlihat anak muda yang suka kebut2tan yang mrasa dirinya punya nyawa lebih dari sua n gak sayang ama dirinya .

anak muda yang hanya bisa menghabiskan uang orang tua , dipikirannya hanya sbgai sifat aplikasi dari si "konsumtif"

anak muda yang hanya tau happy happy, nongkrong, apalagi yang islam ,
hanya buang2 waktunya dengan hal; yang mrekapun tak tau tujuan kdpannya apa ...
maunya yang muda yah yang berkayra,, hehe'
yang muda yang mulai mlukis masa depannya kayak gimana .
kan anak muda tuh pada kuat ,,, maunya disempatin juga dong ke masjid, pgajian , buat bakti sosial tuh kan cakepp ...'
mnoreh prestasi sebesar2nya ...

aku ingat kmren lagi upacara disalah satu sekolah dimakassar ,,
hebat deh kpala skolahnya ,,, aku kagum ...
katanya bgni :

" anak yang pintar tuh dah biasa : yang luar biasa tuhh anak yang " pintar trus punya akhlak yang bagus pula " itulah nilai plusnya ... btapa pnting anak2 menjunjung tinggi nilai budi pekerti mereka,, karna anak yang nakal sama saja dengan " mencoreng nama kluarganya" wauuwwww ...
hebat .... aku baru sadar sepenuhnya ,,, prbuatan yang biasa dianggap kecil karna cuman nakal kecil2an istilahnya, bisa dinamakan juga mencoreng nama le;uarga ,,, nah buat mereka yang sayang sama mama papahnya pasti ada batas yang akan mereka ambil sbagai patokan mrka dalam bertingkah laku dengan sekitarnya kedepannya ,,,
hmmmmm................ scara pribadi ini juag mrupakan pmblajaran yang hebat buatku sndri'.

anak muda harus punya pegangan yang jelas hingga nanti gak hilang arah dan perlahan menenggelamkannya kedalam hal hal yang akan membuatnya goyah akan meraih impiannya ,
buakanka kebahagiaan dan kebanggaan keluarga dan orang sekitar merupakan hal utama ,,, lalu ??? apa tindak lanjut kalian akan hal itu < dan kemudian diakhirat nanti bagaimana tanggung jawab kita akan semuanya >???

bukanka telah jelas yang telah ditetapkan oleh Allah dalam Alquran dan hadis rasulullah ..
dimana amalan yang mencerminkan kita untuk berada slalu dijalan Allah ,, melakukan seluruh perbuatan yang Dicintainya ,,, tidak usah muluk muluk ..
yang jelas kita hanya menunjukkan bagaimana cinta kalian kpadaNya ..
bergaul tak dilarang ,,, saling berkasih sayanglah tapiiii ingat batas sewajarnya dalam islam bagaimanaaa.... dan kalau lagi nongkrong jangan sampe lupa kalo sudah waktu shalat ...
ingat saja .... shalat kalianlah yang akan bantu kalian nanti saat smua bantuan trasa hilang ....
mudah2an smuanya dapat berberkah ,,, inilah tmuan mutakhir yang slalu ada buat umat islam ...
yaa ARhamarrahimiin ...... 3x farrij Alal muslimin ....