I know that my life is still a lot of shortcomings, the evidence ,,I still gasped when he criticized me about my clothes, but I pray unceasingly to what I wear, in fact there are still shortcomings..... hhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ... ....
Oh GOD ... guided slaves with what I wear ,, until I could not plunge into it,things that invite your wrath.
Once, when I was in high school, until the first half in this university, clothing is the most I preferred,
In the evening I was always busy about "what clothes I would wear in the next day" with a stylish, youth modern Muslim apparently somewhat distorted, which hangs to the knee skirt and jilbab decorated, hahaha…. so it can be said to be covering the body but it just cover my head, I realized of it ....
Rabbi forgive me….. where my heart always leads to more and more things that get me away from U
. When was the last time I realized that,what I had done,there is GOD, who are monitoring it from there, the earth which is I stand, and I just figure a way with the smug, I’m only the bad person, smiling with my chin that looked upward,
astagfirullahalaziim ...
And then he was coming, as an angel of god, always spoke to me directly, the style that made me not only able to become pretty bad in the eyes of GOD…
wake me up of the dark side of my life , open my eyes to realize, what important our life to be fixed and changed.
Makeup,do nothing, lazy, modernization, trendy ….. will only make me fool ,useless, the pleasures in this world will only drop me deeper and misled in terms of an uncertain,
Now .... Please. Carry me out of all useless thing.let me istqamah in living up to everything of my new colourfull life..
Keep me up from I used to be… for the sake of perfecting myself to achieve my real life ,rabbi ...
to Love you intact ... ... ... .. until the rest of my life . amin …
najdah
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